Addiction Edition

I'm Lost and Confused.
Dazed and Abused.
Beaten and Bruised.
Broken and feeling Used.
Why can't I feel as enthused as I once was?

You stepped in,
And you stole my heart.
When you scratched my chest
It gave me a start.
I'm wondering when I'm going to wake up.

Then you go
With your astral projection,
Giving me your protection, girl,
And I feel free for a moment.
I'm wondering when I'm going to wake up.

I've played the part of the bad boy;
Intimidated you on with the trench coat.
But it turned you on.
And, I smoked those cigarettes
Lookin' like a Columbine.
I bet I'm smellin' like a coal mine, and I'm;
Always itching to spin the barrels like a turbine.
So lock-n-load the ammunition,
To spare me of my condition.
Before you become a new addition to my addiction, baby.

I like the pain,
And you, like to give it.
But it's all for the better, because it
Keeps me tame.
I'm wondering when I'm going to wake up.

It feels like more
Than just a sexual attraction, 'cuz you
Play that sweet Melody on my heart strings
And I'm flying.
I'm praying to god I'm never going to wake up.

I've played the part of the bad boy;
Intimidated you on with the trench coat.
But it turned you on.
And, I smoked those cigarettes
Lookin' like a Columbine.
I bet I'm smellin' like a coal mine, and I'm;
Always itching to spin the barrels like a turbine.
So lock-n-load the ammunition,
To spare me of my condition.
Before you become a new addition to my addiction, baby.

I've gone and warned you
Told you just how bad I can become, yet
You promise to stay with me nonetheless
Makes me freeze
I'm so afraid I'm going to wake up.

Aren't we human?
That's what you keep telling me, anyway.
So when you make a mistake girl,
I too will stay.
Just so long as I don't have to wake up.

I've played the part of the bad boy;
Turned you on with the trench coat.
And, smoked those cigarettes
Lookin' like a Columbine.
Always itching to spin the barrels like a turbine.
So lock-n-load the ammunition,
To spare me of my condition.
Before you become a new addition to my addiction, baby.

You're the addition to my addiction. Giving me a new conviction.

And when the end of the tunnel lights up it's just a hollow point.
I'll have a split second to realize that I've pulled the trigger.
I wonder if I'll regret it?
You see, I've got to pull out before you
Break my heart, and,
I see you've got to pull out before I
Break your heat and we…
And when the end of the tunnel lights up it's just a hollow point.
I'll have a split second to realize that I've pulled the trigger.
I wonder if I'll regret it? Will I regret it? Will I regret it? Will I regret…
You…
No…
I won't regret you.