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Transformation o a Broken Soul

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Pain;
Ripping and tearing.
Fear;
Eating my heart.
I grip my heart;
Claw at my face,
Digging,
Scratching,
Scraping the ground.
Split.
Torn in two.
More like a thousand.
This...
Agony...
Never before;
Ever again.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
Why? To what end?
Should I take it back?
Recant what I said?
Damn what I swore?
Never again.
Done once before; Monster I am.
Monster.
Demonous Vampire!
Filth of the earth.
Vile.
Tearing me apart.
Hatred for mineself.
Disaster to the world.
This I was.
Mistake.
Why was I born?
Why wwon't it end?
Help me!
No!
Dam me!
Forget me!
Spurn me and leave me!
Ever alone...
All I deserve.
To writhe in pain.
This Hell of mine.
Help me?
I say no!
Never again!
Dam me.
Forget me.
Spurn me and leave me.
Help her!
Save her!
Beauty.
Worth more.
Dying,
Withered,
Black Rose.
Amongst the perfect white daisies.
It withers,
Almost gone.
Don't let it.
Never let go,
No, Never too late!
Not 'till it's gone.
Over forever.
Help her!
Dam me!
Forget me.
Spurn me and leave me.
All I deserve.
Wretch that I am.
Monster. Vampire.
Mistake!
Disaster to the world.
This I was.
Filth of the earth.
Vile. Bloodsucker.
Forever.
This I was and always shall be.
Always and Forever.
Just like my love.
Only good in me.
How can it be?
Cannot you see?
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts. DEAR GOD!
Once she is safe,
Kepp her there.
You must!
For me...
For I must and cannot.
I try. Won't die.
All that I wish.
'Till then shall I be true.
Even after.
All that is good in me.
My love.
My work.
My gardening.
I fertalize My Little Black Rose.
And yet they trample!
Do not understand!
So careless.
Worse than I?
Do not comprehend!
Incompetent to their evil!
Even in mine layerr.
This monster,
Demonous Vampire!
Vile,
Disgusting,
Horrid,
Most Potent...
Filth of the earth;
That I am!
Who could be worse than I but them?
Who could be worse but Me?
So paradoxical!
To kill. Stab.
All just for me.
Mine own gain.
Stab!
Stab!
Kill, stab!
All I ever did.
Lust for that blood.
She saved me.
Dark Beauty.
Hidden.
Whore.
Whis she is.
Only to them.
Never to me.
She.
That Hidden Dark Beauty.
My Little Black Rose.
So rare.
So good.
Saved me.
I rise again.
Better than before.
Forever repaired.
I gave my heart.
Vowed thus to her.
Always be there.
She could have taken it.
Stole it.
Thief in the night!
But this she is not!
Nay,
Only perfect.
True.
My Little Black Rose.
She repairs it.
Ever so slow.
But Faster Still.
Can I keep up?
Abd she the same.
Vowed me thus.
Always be true.
Gave her heart.
After I stole.
Monster.
Vile.
Thief in the deepest, sarkest night.
She would give free.
This I found out.
Wish nothing more.
All is much less,
Of worth;
Thus they are.
Nothing.
Thus;
Of her love,
Perfect.
True.
Kind.
Gentle.
Soft and so sweet.
Like honey.
Perfection.
Forever more.
My Little Black Rose.
Always and Forever.
Never let go.
I won't.
Never say "Goodbye".
Only "I love you".
This perfection.
Sweetest love.
How?
Why?
What am I to be chosen?
All that I am.
Vile.
Disgusting Vampire!
Filth of the earth!
Demon!
Wretch!
Of far below.
Hell.
'Tis my domain.
Lowest Levels.
All that I am.
To be chosen?
Chosen by whom?
None but you.
Angel.
Beauty.
Perfect.
Little Black Rose.
I do not deserve.
Not worthy.
Nay.
Not I.
I am greedy.
Horrid.
Wretched Feindish Vampire!
Bloodsucking Grendel!
Worse than he!
Lucifer?
Even lower than thus!
Sludge that I am.
But you give all the same.
How?
Why?
Love?
Is that it?
So perfect?
So simple?
Beauty and the Beast?
Aye.
Yes.
The lion did indeed fall in love with the lamb!
Silly lamb.
Spotless.
Without blemish.
To want such as I?
Covered in blood?
Alright.
You win.
I can do nothing else.
But you alone win?
Nay, but we both!
This pain;
Ripping and Tearing. Mine own brother did smite me.
Betrayal.
Fear,Eating my heart.
I grip my chest,
Claw my face,
Digging,
Scratching,
Scrape the ground.
Split. Torn in two.
More like a thousand.
This Agony!
Never before.
Never again!
I trust.
I love.
Nothing more.
And Nay!
Nothing Less!
Nothing else!
Love.
Never before.
Always again.
Rescued.
Set free.
I sprout new wings.
White as snow.
No longer tarred.
Fly.
Fly away.
Free as a bird now.
High in the sky.
Only with you.
My Little Black Rose.
My Perfect Angel.
My All.
And same will I be,
Only to you.
Forever true.
This I vow.
Always and Forever.
I wrote this years ago. One of the poems I'm the most proud of.
© 2011 - 2024 NeoKeth
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Whoa. This is awesome.